Hey ya all. GIS paper went alright today. Not going to give high hope on that but *cross fingers* everything going to be alright. Well, this week has yet to bring smile to me. I am particularly becoming more and more serious due to the study-load for the final examination. It scare some people &…
Category: complicated mind
Numbness
I am confused. Scared. Terrified of the idea that I’m not feeling anything anymore. I feel numb. I’m not feeling that excruciating painful heartache anymore. Does it mean, I have already letting it go? Or does it mean, that I have… moved on? Or does it because that I’m crazy busy with my studio project…
Confrontation
Biggest confrontation this raya break. I will not keeping it inside anymore. I need answers, either the answer I want or the one I’m trying to avoid. It has been eating me inside and it is pulling me down & down. I’m going to do it over again, and move on. I was in msn…
I wanna know what love is
I gotta take a little time A little time to think things over I better read between the lines In case I need it when I’m older Now this mountain I must climb Feels like a world upon my shoulders I through the clouds I see love shine It keeps me warm as life grows…
Love, hatred and the Mind
So do you think that love originates from your heart? Nah. I don’t think so. I think it is the mind, your subconscious mind decide whether how would you feel on certain situation. It is simply the mind start assessing the person has the necessary traits that you are lack of and that traits compliment…
Quest for life
My heart ache. I am confused. I am feeling vulnerable. I can’t seem to know what leads me. I am afraid of the unforeseen situation. I am such a coward that I scared I will not succeed. I am scared of the things lay ahead of me, whether its good or bad. I am scared…
Protected: saying a lil prayer
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one-liner
Hope you can find what you like to do ~Hagu
August checklist
Things that make me smile: 1. PEN-BKI 15 Aug 09, etd 1015 hours; 2. Zara jeans legging; 3. Mike Lin. Oh I ❤ Kinokuniya, first floor. ahhhh!! I looooove! 3. San Francisco fresh oysters, nachos, medium done sirloin steak, potato skin; 4. Harrod’s in Malaysia, tea, sandwiches & scones! 5. True blood s2e7 6. Charles…
The road not taken
Wargh.. it’s been a gloomy saturday. It was a struggle to wake up to this kind of weather where light drizzle pouring down, temperature just nice for lazing on the bed but I have to get up and be at the DSTP by 8 am. Welcoming and oath taking ceremony for postgraduate students held today…
Sakae Sushi @ Queens
Argh. It is one of those days again. my mind twist things out and affected my emotion. Everytime I want to forget about it, it appear in all form and shapes. I was at Borders, Queensbay reading on the compass book (I’m up to chapter 7 now!), trying to fathom every chapters and when one…
The Eclipse?
Aries The bass note sounding over the next three years: “What battle have I been fighting my entire life?” Though Aries is the least likely to be influenced (or so they think) by anyone, the coping pattern is to just be so busy “seizing the day” that the flurry of activity never gives them a chance…
Where the compass leads me to?
Yep. It’s been a depressing 2 weeks since I move to Penang. I hate to admit this but i think I’m homesick. I don’t miss the comfort of home or my parents (they call me everyday so what is there to miss) but I terribly miss the comfort of having my car to move around,…
Life is a bed of roses
I am currently taking a break between my pencil color and monochrome sketching. Pursuing personal legend ain’t that easy. It takes perseverance, enthusiasm & high determination. I am full of that but I feel everything slowly going down. I am at the point that I want to burst. It is hard to change from scientific thinking…
Bittersweet ending?
It hurts so much that my heart ache. Why is it happening this way? I am coming close to what I have dream of but I am being melancholy about it. Where is the enthusiastic iDa? I don’t fancy goodbyes. I hate farewell. But what is there left if i stay? I will suffer more,…
Means to an end
Note: This post is not to critisize but rather on my personal opinion. I almost give up my way to my personal legend for the opportunity given to me for the past few months. It was an impossible task to carry & a huge responsibility for me to run the whole 20-months of Study. I…
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Final Decision
I’m moving to Penang this July 2009. There! I had a conversation with my employer and tendering my resignation just now. I told the whole clan yesterday too & somehow it slipped to her ears yesterday. So when I hand-in the resignation letter, she accepted it calmly. I know it’s such a shame to let go of…
Kicking off
Yesterday gym session was awesome! CF organized introductory class of muay thai kickboxing and brazilian jiu-jitsu. I attended the kick-boxing class & my first time trying out a martial art and/or exercise. Boy, i sweat a lot, kicking & boxing is FUN. I can actually release some of the anger during the session and it…
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