Ha ha. I wanted to post this photo in my facebook but it’s too much boobs showing, hence I’m posting it in my blog (Yeah I’m a lil bit cuckoo), my facebook is definitely private but my blog is surely open for public to google on me. I should be sleeping by now, but I’m…
Category: complicated mind
Ah I love you like a love song baby
I HATE this song, by Selena Gomez but I can’t get it out of my mind for the past few days. So in the end, I sing along to the song, and I can’t stand the annoying Jennifer Lopez I’m into you song. Sound awful. Anyway, I was depressed this weekend. Just because I missed…
Wabbit. rabito.
Another short update: 1. I’m starting to feel it. I mean, working. The old flame and intuitive to learn the way is back. I am starting to feel it yesterday when I made lotsa phone call to the local council, client, surveyor etc. 2. Went for a site visit alone yesterday too. Well, for starter…
Total letdown
I am scared shit. I am down. I am feel terribly useless. I can’t design a thing, not even drawing a form. I’m so disappointed with myself. It is such an easy task but being the dumbo me, still can’t sketch out the conceptual plan. It is just as easy as drawing a square, and…
First to the second phase
Ah. Almost finish up spring cleaning my room. I need to clean up my thoughts and target too tonight so that I can anticipate and expect new adventures tomorrow. Wish me luck! I went to queensbay today, thinking of buying the same linen pants from MNG that I bought in KL, its so sad that…
C’mon and dance. Fight.
My wrist is getting better after skipping this morning’s training, but it still hurt when I try to spin the ball. Overall, the game is still so-so. I still make a lot of error like, i missed the ball. How the fuck can I miss the ball when my racquet is ready and I am…
Wounded. Physically & emotionally.
Am I a dissapointment to the team? I tried my very best to improve, to sharpen my strokes, I never skip practices, i got bruises and injuries and I am not complaining, I respected others and yet, why I feel miserable? I make a stop to my life so that I can give a full…
Bad investment
Ah. I’ve been reading on cars. It’s about time I get one. I’ve been on other people’s car most of the time, and i think it’s time for me to turn the steering wheel instead of just sitting at the passenger side. I also need car to move around here in Penang. Yes, I did…
Best for last
Hey ya all! This is going to be a quick post as I need to get my sleep. Today is the first day of centralize training for usm masum team. I am in the tennis team, FYI. Ha ha. I am excited and I can’t wait to improve my strokes, and game so that I…
Chasing pavements
Hey ya all! I’m back in Penang. Yep, not too excited over it, but I don’t feel bad either. For sure I’m going to miss home, my parents and the awesome KK scenery (and people) but life got to move on right? I don’t know what to write or describe what I am feeling right…
Wishing upon a star
I just came back from a cruise to the beach alone. Yep, I usually will go to the beach alone either to cry, to think and ponder upon as well as when I need space. It was rather uncomfortable place to go, as they already lit up the beach with the spotlight. I should have…
Try a little tenderness
What would you choose between pursuing what you want in life and your obligation to life? Are you going to be the narcissist or are you going to give up what you’ve been dreaming of and planned of in life? What would you choose? I don’t have much obligation to life, except for the great…
Rolling in the deep
This is such as heart-shattering. I went to the studio with my studiomate to clean up our stuff to bring back home. We were reminiscing the days in the studio where everyone struggled with the studio-work and other mambo-jumbo stuff we did in the studio. Ah. Now that everything over, we’re packing our two years…
Strong enough
I don’t know what to feel. I’m terrified, excited and scared at the same time. I need the great one the most at these time, to lend me his ears. It’s just feel like yesterday that I’m staying in Kota Kinabalu. I can’t believe it is almost 2 years I’m here. It is coming towards…
Take it easy
I am officially depressed. Ah. I got a lot more to cover for my literature review. I was struggling to review on ceramic and concrete surface last night. Took me the whole night to read on ceramic in material engineering book. Ah. I know. Pulun. But I can’t settle for less. It’s just me. I need…
Gossip geeks
I am very, very curious on who has been following/stalking my blog. The traffic stats getting higher each day. Apart from my close friends & acquaintances, and those googled about food, gym, places etc, I have no idea who are you my dear reader. I mean my highest traffic would be those who are clicking…
When I…
complete my thesis, I will.. Run like i never run before Dance like i never dance before Shop like i never shop before Travel like i never travel before Play tennis like i never play tennis before Laugh like i never laugh before Work like i never work before Love like i never love…
Whoozy
Shoot. I am multitasking and it’s wednesday already! I had a long discussion with my supervisor this morning, as we discussed my findings and analysis. As expected, I need to reduce the amount of my data analysis to at least half of what it is now. Her first respond was, I’m just taking a coursework…
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