i don’t know what to do or how to feel. I don’t really feel right on the decision made, but I am not a quitter. I am not quitting before I achieve something. Then why am I feeling that I want to go back to Kota Kinabalu? Why do I feel no one is waiting for me in Penang anymore? Are you still there waiting for me?

Ah. This is killing me. I feel like I want to stay back in KL since the great one is here, but i got to start to live my own life. To start one is freaking me out. I have no idea how to.

Am i doing it correctly? Am I at the right direction? Is this what I really want in life?

I got to focus back on my life and my target. Need to refocus back after losing point on unforced error. New game meant new point. I got to score new points now.

Oh please help me. I am scared.

Tennis wise, we’re going to play at finals tomorrow to grab the 3rd place. We’ll be meeting the uia again. We were beaten up by the defending champion by 2-0 on semi-finals. Oh well. Hope everything goes well tomorrow.