Saying.. I love you..


I suck at giving compliment and appreciating others. I really suck at this dapartment. Not complimenting your nice new blouse today doesn’t mean that I didn’t notice it. It’s just that i have a ‘monolog’ appreciation and I didn’t blurted it out to you. I’m sorry. It’s just me.  Same goes when it comes to…

The texty-text


Apart from growing up & learning to stand up on my own feet, I got to change the habit of texting like a teenager. Old habit, die hard! This week How I Met Your Mother’s The 3-days rule realize that I should reduce the internet abbreviation and those sideways smiley face in my text messages. Urgh….

Gloomy thursday


Arghhhh. I’m terribly not in the mood to do anything today. I feel like taking the rest of the day off and go back home & sleep it over until thursday end. Seriously I have nothing informative to blog about today nor any personal update from me. I just not in the mood for thursday!…

TGIF!


Im exhausted. Mentally & emotionally. I need to get out of Kota Kinabalu, pronto. I need to do what I’m passionate about, more. It’s been a rollercoaster-ride, this week. and I’m tired. Who’s with me? p/s: Hormone starts kickin’ in. I need to shout! kbox here i cum! mwahaha. Need to kick away that infatuation….

March blues


I always love March but I feel that March 2009 already on its 30th when today it’s just on the 5th. Oh I can’t wait for April, May & June. No particular reason to (ok, for obvious reason if you are my avid reader).  I need a change of life. I need a change of…

Why???


WHY do i have to suffer? WHY do I have to get things done.  WHY do I even work hard? OMG. Why can i just worry on what clothes to wear today, or why can I just hurry to go to weekend gateway? I’m sick & tired of being good employee. and this is pushing…

Quote of the Day -30th January 2009


“The best part about all this is that I get to disappear off the face of the earth when I feel like it. I don’t need to justify my actions or fulfil any obligations, so it doesn’t get tiring.”  (source: thestar.com.my)

Party pooper & a treelet


Sometimes I wonder, why do I choose this career path? Why can I just get a job that doesn’t require to worry too much, must-know-it-all, constant nagging & pressuring from the client, and top of all, to look smart & negociate well when you know shit nothing about it. darn. pu ki mak. I check…

BFF


I’m the least accessorized  gal you’ve ever known. My mon/aunt/female relatives keep on complaining why I look ‘plain’ during some family affairs/wedding/etc.  Most of the time I simply told them, I can tolerate nothing less than a diamond & that shut them off. hahahahahha!  I love diamond. They are second stable form of carbon after graphite….

What am I having?


(warning: this post may not be suitable for kids and those that are easily offended with bitching & obscene words)   Oh pukima punya weather. Why it has to be raining every single day? astaga.  And since the closure of the damned gym, I have no place to workout – that is convenient to me…

Labuan work-trip


(19 January 2009) Hey ya all! I’m back in labuan for my neverending project here. Phew started the journey from the office around 6.10ish am & arrived at Menumbok around 8.30ish. Had breakfast and waited for the ferry to board to Labuan. Upon driving in the white hilux to the ferry, we saw cartons (plural…

7 Pounds


I’m emotionally disturbed now. Urgh! I hate feelin’ like this on saturday night. I just finished watching 7 pounds by william smith & it is absolutely disturbing. The movie able to move your heart to the part where you will have no time to think whether it is right or wrong thing to do. ah….

Memento mori


Trying to forget something in the past will not end the ties with it. Not trying to be melancholy over it here, I know it ended harshly & a lil bit cruel of me to do that to push away everything but everything happened for a reason. I pushed away because I don’t want it to get…

Personal Legend


I’m persuing my personal legend. I can see the light. I’ll definitely add to the Soul of the World. Can’t say much here yet but I’ll thrive for it! gambate! 🙂 *wishful thinking* Amen.   What makes me realize that I should follow the path to my personal legend? I was assessing one development plan…

Baby-technology


I feel so hopeless today because of 2 reasons: 1. I was given task to buy baby gift for enfamama & just realized that I forgot (I mean, totally forgot about it) and only remember it when I’m in the shower. i dragged my parents to come with me; I feel totally hopeless in buying…

Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009


We’ve come to the end of the year again, and anticipating to enter the new year of 2009. So, what’s you accomplishment this year? what have you archived and what’s not? For me, I have archived half of the the new year resolution & another half, still continue struggling to achieve it. Let’s list down…

Life is a shit when …


1. You have workout so hard for three-quarter of the year to get flat tummy, decent curve and less body-fat percentage and you lose all that in one festive season; 2. Your life depends on your computer and when your hdd corrupted, you’d feel that part of your life has been wiped off; 3. Drinking…

Social norms


Why can’t we be different from others without being criticize?  Why do we have to act, behave, think etc according to the behavioral expectation and cues within a society/group. Why do people need to judge & approved the way of doing things, of dress, of customary, of speech and of appearance?  What are the rationale of following customs…

Girl from Ipanema


bluek. I just love the song – Girl from ipanema. I’m opening up poll for this blog, so please sincerely vote.