My weekend been disastrous as I mentioned in the earlier post. Well at the same time, I’ve been practicing to concentrate on what I want which is so damn hard to concentrate when there is still doubt lingers in your mind. It was a miserable weekend (exception to the night time & that’s another story….
Category: complicated mind
A dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes
Human minds work in a very complicated & unpredictable way. No scientific evidence able to interpret the how your mind works & how it relates to your emotion & soul. Not even in physics able to describe on what we called ’soul’. Isn’t it? Or I may be outdated with the current research on that…
To grow, or not to grow?
OK here is another thing that been bothering my mind for the last hour. I got a call from one environmental consultant company back at home, inviting me to attend the job interview for the post of environmental engineer/executive. The interview going to be held tomorrow AM. It’s good. I can gain experience & knowledge…
Hollier than thou?
It really worked my nerve reading the national news in d past few days. (Refer to the post title- I’m sure you know what I’m talking about. That is invasion of privacy. When one resigns for what supposed to be someone holier than thou & admitted his mistake doesn’t mean that make you to be…
New Year Resolution
I’d like to keep this list short. Things that I achieved in 2007: 1. Finishing my BSc. (Finally!) 2. Made plenty of new friends (it’s plural yo!); 3. A beautiful experience that leads to true self-discovery (In a hard way though) 4. Experienced the other side of the world ( and loving it) 5. 4 years and…
Complicated mind – Chapter 1
My complicated mind going to explode! I really don’t know what to do with my free time. Gosh, I should be enjoying my time here, having a blast before entering the rat world! oh no! I’m wierdo; I don’t even know how to have fun, how to relax and be cool. Oh no, I’m a…
Xmas blues!
It’s been ages since i write something here. I just can’t find time to relax & type out what’s been happening to me for the past few days. I will catch up on the happenings later; depending on my mood to write about it but this post is all about xmas. 🙂 so, be merry!…
Typical me!
Well, though I have grown so much in the past 4 years but something about me that still unchanged. I’m an altruist. I want to be egoist; I tried to in the past 4 years but I still can’t change that. I just came back from one of the nearby mall to get something for…
Chaotic!
Do you know when you get some opportunity to reduce the pain you expected you would endure later in life, you would grab the opportunity straight away? Any normal people will do. Including me. Not that I’m going to face the expected result in not the hard way but everyone will choose the path where…
Let it go, let it go, let it go
Okay, let it go ida, let it go! I hate this feeling to change to some hate & some nasty thing will happen. If its happen, i can’t help myself being so nasty unconvenience towards the other party. so, ida, be cool. Let the feeling go. and move on. i NEED to move on. i…
Ethnic cleansing?
8pm news showing some heated argument on what they called it ethnic cleansing. I am not particularly interested in discussing this topic as I might get ‘accused’ of might spreading different perspective that might differ from the country aspiration even though internet is one of the platform where you can write anything to speak your…
I am beginning to realize that blogging is addictive when you are too free. Ha.ha. I don’t even know what to write for this one as I am out of topic. It’s just that I ‘feel’ like writing something. Nothing much happening today, just that I went out for lunch at Klang; went to restaurant…
The one & only
People think being the only one would be cool; would get everything she/he wants; would get all the attention; would get anything he/she wishes. Well you are wrong. I think it is a burden to the one & only as too much pressure being channel to the one & only. Hope, expectation are the burden…
WordPress!
Hello wordpress. welcome to wordpress iDa! heh, been blogging on and off from various blog sites. yes, and everytime, i will write and delete. So, Im hoping with this, I would write consistentlyand stay for a certain period of time (until I find another better ones, lol). Im feeling exhausted from the saturday outing. I…