A struggle


A struggle. Constant hardwork, and yet, you can’t reap much from all the effort. Fucked up right? This is what happening to the young people in Malaysia nowadays. For young professional, they are to be burdened by debts once they graduated from university (thank god, I got a scholarship). But what about getting a car…

Moving on


Hello all. Happy Monday to everyone! Woke up from my new place in Kuala Lumpur to the sound of bird chirping and tennis balls bouncing off the court. From my room, I can see the Taman Desa’s luxurious landed house, at the background and the tennis court within the condominium compound. Lovely. What I like…

#hate


I some-what jealous. Enough said.

Black Monday


I protest. am sad and devastated that the election was unfair, unjust and not transparent. I call for protest. I call for black Monday. For malaysians done their best to choose their next leader and some magicibaikick thingy going on. Leading after power cut? Wah guna tactic sesb yang tia selalu cukup tenaga mau tampung…

Denial


I can’t help but to discuss or open up the discussion on few major topics that I am trying to ignore. I am in denial. I refuse to believe that am getting older, that am 28 years old now. I refuse to believe that I have more responsibility to myself than before. I refuse to…

what life going to be


Hello all. I am currently on board the Air Asia flight back to Penang. This is the first time am taking the night flight BKI-PEN and I can’t help to mesmerize the beautiful dark sky of Kota Kinabalu. It’s just a few minutes away that am living the town, but I started to miss it…

Bah, ubah la bah


Today is the day for the Malaysian to set and vote for their future. Today is the day when new light and hope of building a refreshing Malaysia to be a better nation. Today is the day when rakyat cast their vote their respective ruling party for the next five years. Bravo to those who…

Mid-year resolution


I will make a pack I want to change on the following: 1. I promise not to blame myself for anything anymore; 2. I deserve better than you. if you don’t want me, it’s your loss; I’ll find someone better to hang out with/ friends to depend on; 3. I promise to be happier, I…

Xterra Malaysia 2013


Last week, I get a chance to participate in one of the international event, the xterra series in Putrajaya.No, I did not join the world championship triathlon, I just participated in the 11km trail running (and I wasn’t even running) ahahahaha don’t ask me about timing. I’ll laugh at it. Anyway, I had fun. That’s…

Resignation


I find the loss of passion for writing when I started working in Penang, due to the depressing moment/busy social life/never ending work. I am becoming a bitter person for the past 2 years. Nothing and nobody can help me to turn back myself to the person I used to be, full of hope &…

Sunday blues


Hello everyone. Am having coffee and cake at one of my favorite coffee shop here in Georgetown, Penang. Trying to cheer myself up with coffee and writing. I feel so depressed and at loss there few weeks. Too much things going on, and will happen this few months. I feel so, alone. It is going…

Letter to the 10 years old iDa


To my 10 years old self, Don’t be Fred that you’ll be alone. You will be alone, but you are stronger than anyone you’ll ever met. Don’t be worry if you don’t have much friend, as most friend come and go. Don’t be scared of darkness and storm, for you sail great in these condition….

Change


Hello. How’s April 2013 treating you so far? Good I hope. I’ve been on sick leave for two days due to unfortunate event. I got poisoning. I feel like I have yet to write a lot here but whenever I open up the WordPress app on my ipad, am at a loss of words. I’ve…

The lost birthday


I’m officially 28 years old. Am not complaining, but I think I took lotsa effort to celebrate other people birthday, getting surprise party, and gave surprise gift for their birthday, and yet. I didn’t get any surprises on my birthday. No gift. No effort to make it special for me. No, nothing. For the first…

Malakoff Penang Run 2013


I suffered a lot, during and post-marathon. But it’s worth it. Can’t wait to challenge myself for the real half marathon. Fluorescent shirt ! Me and the Jack’s before the marathon start with our finisher medal start/finishing line Yes. 17km marathon finisher medal. Is mine.

Sea of confusion


My thoughts jumble up. My mind can’t think straight, nor even to decide which path to go. Too many possibilities, that I don’t see anything clear and easier. I am confused. Scared of the opportunities, lies in front of me. I am scared to choose, because am greedy and I want it all. I am…

Escape, Teluk Bahang


It was a fun weekend for me this week in Penang. We decided to escape from the computers and Internet and becoming a monkey & sort. The newly opened adventure park at Teluk Bahang called Escape. It’s a truly fun and adventurous playground for the big kids. ahahaha. We spend most of the time at…

Hopeful March


Hello everyone! It’s 4th of march and (of if I not mistaken, it’s kart birthday?), wow time flies so fast! It’s March 2013 already !! I just came back from the gym I signed up for 3 months. It’s a modest gym located at 2nd floor or Gurney Tower. Not bad, I was on elliptical…

Fitness level


Hello everyone ! Happy wednesday, it’s ladies night ya’all ! I just got back home, showered and as usual, wasting my time on facebook and sort. I leave the office today around 7.30pm as I need to email out drawing to client. I promised my colleague to check out the gym at Gurney today because,…