Sorry my dear stalker, i have nothing much to update on my exciting life. I’ve been smacked in the face by the persian cat. Trying to bring my self-esteem back. I swear to you, I’ll be the most exotic thing you’ll ever met once I’m done with my thesis. Mark my word baby. Apart from…
Category: complicated mind
The last 25
Hey everyone! How’s the new week treating you all? Great I hope. I’ve been shutting myself to the world since the tournament due to overdue work on completing my thesis. I am WAY behind schedule. Been keying data into the excel spreadsheet (and this take forever, I tell you), and now I am copy/paste all…
Ridiculously vulnerable
My hormone is playing games again with my mind. I am feeling awful upon returning to Penang. Not that certain encounter right after I tested my new racquet but it’s just that I need to stop the playing games in my mind. I am very vulnerable as of now. My wall is down. Torn down….
Random babbling
I can’t wait for tomorrow! Ah. I’m going to attend another basic statistics for SPSS workshop morning, and then I’m flying down, down back to the ol’ KL. Awesome! I’m going to drop everything in Penang (even my thesis and tennis) for a weekend adventure of retail therapy. Ah. Yes. I am hoping that my…
Hovercraft
Ha,ha life is funny. I miss my true friends. They are the world for me. They may be busy and has their own life now, but they are being true to me, and I am to them. We respected each other, we talk about great thing in life, to achieve goals and aspiration towards better…
The writing on the wall
I had a quarter mid-life crisis again where panic attacking me this morning. I was numb and succumb to the pain of answering the same old question: what am I doing here in Penang? I mean, come on, I got an awesome life back in KK, cool and challenging job, awesome friends and family, I…
V-day
“But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that’s just fabulous.” -sex & the city
In limbo
I’m confused, with others and even myself. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what to feel anymore. I mean nothing much happening but i guess it’s the hormone talking again. Aunt Flo is visiting soon, so I’m at point where my estrogen and progresterone fluctuates resulting in the moody, imbalance self. I…
It’s like that
Men. How do you define them? It’s a subjective and never-ending arguement between both variant of Homo sapiens species. Love them, hate them. They are there, even though you don’t need them. They are not there, when you really need them. Screw them. You don’t need men to define yourself. I am my own self….
The Dream Job
Morning trip of jogging, lawn mowing & overseeing the park overall health & design Afternoon lunchie & a quick shopping trip to 5th Avenue And then, tennis at the tennis club 🙂 ( I’m sorry, should be putting images of her playing the game, but she’s hot) … and the awesome nightlife, & the list…
Silent weekend
Wow, time flies really fast! It’s already half of January 2011 and I am here still struggling with myself to move forward. I need a change in scenery (or a place of living). I feel stucked, confined within these four walls. ah. Nothing much been happening since the Chiang Mai trip. Managed to compete in…
Somewhere far away
He’s quite tall. My face was against his chest. I can smell him. His distinct scent trigger some chemical reaction to my head and I remember the scent when I woke up. He was wearing a kara, but quite fair. I guess he must be a chinese sikhs. He saved me from few unfortunate event….
Still trying to get to you
I would go through all these pain, Take a bullet straight to my brain, Guess I would die for you baby, but you won’t do the same.
Have yourself a merry little christmas
Merry christmas and a happy new year to all. I always have the soft spot side for the xmas eve since years ago. It is time to be merry and to be joyful. It is the time where i found love. Or rather affectionate. This time of the year. I am not religiously celebrating it…
Talking to the moon
I know you’re somewhere out there Somewhere far away I want you back My neighbors think I’m crazy But they don’t understand You’re all I have At night when the stars light up my room I sit by myself Talking to the Moon Try to get to You In hopes you’re on the other side…
Protected: Where are thou?
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It’s december already!
Yes, as the post title said it, it’s december already! 31 days to go more for 2010, and then we’ll be in 2011! wow. Time flies really fast! Phew. Can we stop now & take a breather. I seem can’t catch up with the time nowadays. December is the month where I’ll at my contemplative…
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I want to break free! I want to travel the world! I cant stay in one place. I need to get out of Penang. out of Malaysia Pronto! and… i have to bear to 3 more weeks of studio work. Argh. Thesis is bearable. I need to get to my fitness as soon as the…
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