4th placing


Blogging from delicious, midvalley; i am having my time out alone and having dinner now. MASUM is finally over, everyone is going back to their respective hometown: indonesia, sarawak, johor, kedah, etc. I am still here, in limbo. Tryin to sort out my life, and trying to see where it will lead me to. I…

Final


i don’t know what to do or how to feel. I don’t really feel right on the decision made, but I am not a quitter. I am not quitting before I achieve something. Then why am I feeling that I want to go back to Kota Kinabalu? Why do I feel no one is waiting…

Going to semi-final


It was rather a memorable debut to MASUM for me. As I explained in the previous post, I am in the tennis team representing the university for the inter-varsity sports carnival. I was a reserved player during the group match until yesterday when the coach listed me to play as the first single against UTM….

Tournament – Day 2


Hey ya all! I am here in Universiti Putra Malaysia, Serdang, staying at 11th College. This is day 2 of the phase 2, USM team for the MASUM 2011. It’s been a rather tiring, and exciting sports trip. I ain’t complaining, I rather pretty much excited over it. Ha ha. My strokes still sucks, I…

Tournament


I won’t be around Penang from tomorrow till early next month as I am having a MASUM tennis tournament at Serdang, Selangor. There won’t be any further update here (unless I am so super-in-the-mood-to-blog-from-iphone), so take care my dear reader. If you wants to follow up on my daily life, I will be active in…

Timeless white


Hey ya all! It is wednesday already and it’s effin’ near to the tournament. I am nervous and yet, am excited. It’s been raining the whole day, blergh. I am excited to train this morning, but too bad it’s raining. Ok, talk about tennis. I always love to dress up, even for training session. I…

C’mon and dance. Fight.


My wrist is getting better after skipping this morning’s training, but it still hurt when I try to spin the ball. Overall, the game is still so-so. I still make a lot of error like, i missed the ball. How the fuck can I miss the ball when my racquet is ready and I am…

Wounded. Physically & emotionally.


Am I a dissapointment to the team? I tried my very best to improve, to sharpen my strokes, I never skip practices, i got bruises and injuries and I am not complaining, I respected others and yet, why I feel miserable?  I make a stop to my life so that I can give a full…

Bad investment


Ah. I’ve been reading on cars. It’s about time I get one. I’ve been on other people’s car most of the time, and i think it’s time for me to turn the steering wheel instead of just sitting at the passenger side. I also need car to move around here in Penang. Yes, I did…

Monday practice


I don’t know what life is, every single step determine where you are in the future. I have no idea on whether my step now is correct and directed me to where I want me to be. Ah. I’m even tired to blog about the same old thing. Right now, I am trying physically to…

Magister Scientiæ


Finally! I can strike out one of my wishlist : 4. MSc./ MEng./MRes. Alhamdulillah.  I graduated with a MSc in Landscape Architecture. I would like to express my gratitude to the The Almighty, my parents and the great one for their constant blessing and valuable advice throughout the study period. My greatest gratitude to the…

It’s only just a dream?


Sometimes you can’t really get what you really wanted. Either you don’t get it at all, or you have to negotiate with yourself to lower down to fulfill the minimum requirement. I know, life ain’t fair. There are no short cut for success. You have to have the fear, and the insecurities as well as…

Best for last


Hey ya all! This is going to be a quick post as I need to get my sleep. Today is the first day of centralize training for usm masum team. I am in the tennis team, FYI. Ha ha. I am excited and I can’t wait to improve my strokes, and game so that I…

Chasing pavements


Hey ya all! I’m back in Penang. Yep, not too excited over it, but I don’t feel bad either. For sure I’m going to miss home, my parents and the awesome KK scenery (and people) but life got to move on right? I don’t know what to write or describe what I am feeling right…

Wishing upon a star


I just came back from a cruise to the beach alone. Yep, I usually will go to the beach alone either to cry, to think and ponder upon as well as when I need space. It was rather uncomfortable place to go, as they already lit up the beach with the spotlight. I should have…