Wish & prayers


Selamat hari raya aidilfitri to everyone. Am back in Kota Kinabalu for a week and, again am having a mixed feeling. Came back home, went to the market the next day to shop for fish, beef, chicken etc and came back home & starting cooking/baking till 3am raya eve. I bake marble cake, batik cake…

Mercy


Will God help you when people hurt you or will God test you some more? Please have mercy on my soul. I ask for your forgiveness, dear God.

iDa’s footgear


As you know, am not really like a normal girl where i have like, 1000 shoes in my possession. Well, actually i have but not on the sense where i can wear 365 shoes in a year. I only have 1 ugg boots, 1 knee length leather boots, 1 flat shoes (at one time), 1…

Smile


It’s been a while since i last smile & take picture of myself. Or what do you called it today? A selfie. Gosh. I hate that word, i hate that act of narcisist. I love myself but not to the point where i need to take picture for everything i do, every spoonful of my…

unconditional


I wanna go back home, I wanna move out of Kuala Lumpur. Too much heartache here. Too much insecurities, too much expectation. Too much to bear here. Leaving everyone in KL doesn’t mean i give up on love. I will never ever give up on love, real love that i feel inside of me. I…

Talking to the wall


What’s the point of writing a blog when nobody even read it? Not that am expecting people to read, but i feel like talking to the wall. it’s the same as writing here as to me talking to myself, And that am confined between 4 walls. So, what is the difference? Shall i stop writing?…

terasa tersisih


I had enough of people making me feel less important. I had enough of waiting for other people to make me that am their first choice, their only choice, because by the end of the day..  please tell me where i stand. I never make people feel less important in my life except for those…

BMW M4


i fall in love with this…

Maya


I met Maya last night. She’s adorable, 4 years old with brown eyes, fair skin, aryan-feature with a big smile as mine. She wore a flowery dress with a ribbon tying her soft, fine hair. She’s my only girl. I never seen anyone so vividly in my dreams as she appeared last night. She’s so…

A sedan. a B-segment.


Please do not follow my steps in dealing with loan and bank. I made my first mistake by taking a 9 year full car loan under the graduate scheme loan. it is the easiest for the fresh graduate to get a car, and as for my situation, i have no one to help me with…