Selamat hari raya aidilfitri to everyone. Am back in Kota Kinabalu for a week and, again am having a mixed feeling.
Came back home, went to the market the next day to shop for fish, beef, chicken etc and came back home & starting cooking/baking till 3am raya eve. I bake marble cake, batik cake and also my yum fruit cake. Apart from that, me and my mom, we managed to cook out usual dishes, the rendang and the chicken curry. It’s spicy and it’s terlagi-lagi.
The next day, i followed my parent to the mosque for the solat sunat aidilfitri. went to the masjid bandaraya kota kinabalu, the usual place to go and pray. I was down in tears, and putting my 2 hands up and pray for the best, may Allah grant whatever wish he has, and pray for his happiness. With or without me. Sa pasrah. Nothing else i can do, but to ask from God for his good well-being, for him to be happy.
I always say my prayers & wish well on my love ones, especially my parents. and whoever in my heart.
And, am not asking anything in return. Don’t expect me to be remembered as well. But i wish em well.