I know, for some of you will think am an extremist. A rabbit, jumping here and there. I need excitement, I need goal. I thrive in last minutes, stressful time, the unknown situation. That’s me. When talk about stability, there’s sudden twist in my tummy. A butterfly trying to free itself from cocoon. That’s how…

I don’t know, I think this is hormonal speaking. My hormone messing up with my head again. Am gloomy, in thoughts, terrified. The wise one told me to push those negative fear/ thinking away. An idle mind is the devil’s workshop, as the English sayings. Probably it’s been a long weekend for me, with no…