Life has been on a fast bullet train, that I barely realise that we’re coming to the end of 2014. Phew. It’s like a year and a half already that am based in Kuala Lumpur. It’s been a year and half that I left Penang, 6 years passed that I left Kota Kinabalu. Am going to be 30 next year and I am still clueless on what to do with my life, apart from what I have been planning – the long term and short term goals.
2014 has been quite a journey, it is more into self-discovery, discovering who stays in my life, and who I shall let go. 2014 see my hardship in struggling to be known in the construction-consultancy world. Tears fall endlessly this year too, am trying to figure out what is temporary, and what is going to be permanent.
I have accomplished some, minor events in my life.. like i conquered full marathon at the new Penang Bridge, I managed to make full use of ignorance, I slowly climb up the hill- career-wise, made friends, lose some friends, visited New Zealand. Made few thousands through high-risk investment. Figuring out what I wanna do, where I go from here. Targeting what I should be doing in my 30s.
There are some that I have yet to figure it out. Like settling down. Do I, wanna get married? My dearest cousin, that’s like a sister to me got married this year and now that she’s pregnant. DO I need to worry about myself?
I try not to.
I have few things to accomplish next year and the year after, and settling down is not one of it.