I am very dissapointed. I am not the typd of person that you normally ask you out for hu-ha or for anything else, but when i do, i know its going to be a special one. and, when i ask out for the person i care about and get rejected every time, i shy away. I feel offended and i never ask again for over a year.

And i get rejected again, this year. Oh well. Life is shit. I have a good intention, i wish them well, and i never get a smile back at me. I am the reschedule person, the last minute slot when they got nothing else planned, then only am there.

I don’t wanna be that person anymore. I want to be the first person they call, even when they are busy.