This lyrics really suit what I’m feeling right now.

Stop and stare 
I think I’m moving but I go nowhere 
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared 
But I’ve become what I can’t be, oh 
Stop and stare 
You start to wonder why you’re ‘here’ not there 
And you’d give anything to get what’s fair 
But fair ain’t what you really need 
Oh, can u see what I see 

owh, and this one too.

Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need you now Lord
Carry me high
Don’t let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of you by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray you’ll come and carry me home.