I can imagine that am having 5 kids. I don’t want them to be alone like me. I know it’s a trend (and financial-related) to have just one or two kids nowadays, but I want them to experience siblings, and competition at home. I don’t have a chance to experience that, I won’t let them…

I stop, struggling. I stop, hoping, and I totally stop trying. This happened after the incident, and I realised, that.. who will be there for me, and who doesn’t. So, I stop at this. Will never trying hard to get noticed. I will never trying just to get that brief attention. I won’t compromise myself,…