Hi.. It’s been a while since I last blog here. There are plenty of things happened to me earlier this year. some good, some bad, but it doesn’t hinder me or to stop me from my dream.
I was caught and a victim of hit-and-robbery case that going rampant in the city of Kuala Lumpur. It was a bad, experience and indeed.. a lesson for everyone. I lost my car, my purse in which literally my whole life is in there, my IC, driving license, cash, cards, keys, and etc. They roll over the tire of my car on my left calf, and I got bruises and huge wounds all over my knees and leg. It was a terrible experience that nobody wants to go through, but I managed to experience it. I was in temporary disabled, it was painful to take each step of walking and I have to use my trekking pole to walk. More over, I have to go to several police station,
And the worst part thing is, that am back to square one. I thought selling the neo, will get me out of the dreaded loan, and start afresh with city, but now that it’s gone.. I don’t even know whether I can ever afford to get another car. Yes, there is insurance claim and sort, but .. I am not rich. I live by paycheck, i save some and the rest I pay for the fuel, food, rental, toll, etc. I am literally the working bee in the metropolitan city. I never get anything from my parents anymore. So, why the robber never think of all these? Of all the pain, and huddle people go through just to get to live by, instead of stealing other people money and sweat? and again, I don’t put hope of those who doesn’t use brain, civic-mind and conscious, they are obviously.. needed help to understand what is right and what is wrong. And what is theirs, and others. and, responsibilities, and hard-work. Stealing isn’t just right. Not to the rich, nor the poor.
I am considered poor. I started from zero. I don’t have family wealthy to carry me throughout the years. I am comfortable, living here because of the hard-work.. not, was given to me.
May God forgive them, and blessed those who become their victim.
On the other note, for 2 years of hard-work, i finally get to reap the fruits. or at least, I FEEL appreciated. I feel that I am needed in the company. I feel that am one of the asset in the company. That reflected in the increment and bonuses. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. It took me, 3 times to actually look at the new figure. and I cried, on my way back home, because I never in my working life, to get this kind of ‘big jump’. My previous company, gave me 200 increment, and they are making me feel like I OWE them my life. I have to pay/ top-up to my own money to go to the company trip (in which in the end, I decline.. because am leaving anyway).
So, am very thankful to God, for giving me hope and effort to be better in the future. I will be more competent Landscape Architect and I will prove that starting this year.
Oh, I delay… bring forward my kathmandu trip to end of april. Guess I’m not seeing snow before i turn 30 then. So sad.