please have mercy on my soul. Please give my heart strength to move on with this life. Please forgive me, as i have sins.
Am at my lowest phase in my life, I needed you more than anybody else. I seek for you to be there for me. I am sorry, that i have forgotten about you.
I missed you in my prayers. I was drifted apart from you. I beg for your forgiveness & merciful.
Please tell me you have a better plan for me. Please tell me, this is blessing in disguise. Dear God, please have mercy on my poor, poor heart.
I’ve done good. I don’t hurt other people, I don’t lie nor doing bad things to other people. You know my vows every-time am saying prayers. You know my wish or prayers very well. I don’t have bad intention to other people, I don’t do bad stuff to other people so that I’ll gain, but why do you testing my faith to you this way?
I am still bowing & prostrating to you. Only you. In my heart, there’s only one God and, he is you.
I say, lā ʾilāha ʾillā l-Lāh, Muḥammadun rasūlu l-Lāh and i believe what am saying wholeheartedly.
I know I’ve drifted far away from you, far far away. Please pull me back to you.