I’m suffocated. I can’t breath and can’t think things through. I’m having a panic attack. I need to run away from everything. I can’t even figure things out on what makes me happy.

What does make you happy? Good, stable life? Secure income & strong family bond?

I have all that, but why I don’t feel contented? Why do I feel that I am missing something? Why do I feel that I belong somewhere else than here? That I can grow better somewhere else too.

I want to go away from here. I will.